Why Can’t I BE Loud?: I hide my heart, no more.

Today, I rejoice.

Fully, present.

Fully, LIVEing.

Fully, here.

Fully, invested:

In, life.

In, love.

In, me.

In, God.

In, Life.

In, others.

It feels good. To, be. Just to be, ME!

Never, again, allowing circumstances, situations, others, other’s expectations, or lack thereof, to:

Define, me.

Own, me.

Silence, me.

Frighten, me.

Defeat, me.

Dismiss, me.

Unapologetically, LOUDLY, proudly, I:

Stand, my ground.

Draw, my line, in the sand.

Fight, for me.

Alongside Him, for me.

Love, me.

Choose, me.

Receive, me.

Accept, me.

Honor, me.

Give, to me.

Humor, me.

Play, with me.

Stay, with me.

I hide my heart, no more.

I offer her, unashamedly, unreservedly, indefatigably, to God, to Life, to whosoever will receive her. Those, who can not, will not, are unable to, I love, still, and move on.

Life is short. I hide my heart, no more.

I hide my heart, no more. Not even, from me. Especially, not from me.

I, shall love her, this heart of mine, for the rest of my days, and beyond.

I, shall be good to her.

I, shall be good, FOR her.

She, deserves the best of me, not the rest of me.

This, I shall give her. I love her. She is me. I shall love me.

I, pray you do the same, beloved. Love you some you, would you please and thanks?

loving me some you whilst I love me some me,



P.S. So often, we wait for others, things, situations, circumstances to do this and that, in order for us to, supposedly, feel love. Love starts with us. IN, us. FOR, us. Love is a choice. A conscious KNOWING effort that we WILL care, we WILL try, we WILL do. Or, not. CHOOSE to love, beloveds. You, first. Others, next. God and Life, always. I love you. As does, He. Be at peace, this day…

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